thy word is a lamp upon my feet

he's ways are higher then my ways
and he's thoughts higher then mine.
there are times we jus do not understand why certain things happen.
there are times we feel that it's the correct and perfect time,
but he tells u NO!
we'll never understnd till later.
it's alright to feel sad, disapointed and useless.
but one must pulll themself up after that.
at times it hurts so much to make certain decisions, the right ones especially.
but u know you have to go against your human will.
to heed the higher calling.



i began to ask myself if i have been healing my wounds so much on my own.
that i began to neglect your feelings.
i was supposed to look out for you.
today was really an eye opener.
how far on task i have been.
i guess i have been too much on my own problems.
i really do care for you as a brother.
and i want you to grow,
not have dementia or alzheimer's.
i hope u've not sunk too deep.
let me help you and pull you out yea.
GOD is always here waiting for you too.
have faith and keep on trusting. :)